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How to Beat Procrastination, Writer's Block and Burn-Out
by Kara Lennox
Procrastination, writer's
block, and burn-out. These are words that strike fear in a
writer's heart.
How many writers feel
they've experienced at least one of these unpleasant conditions?
Anyone who hasn't--either
you haven't been writing long enough, or I want to know your
secret.
Fact is, anyone who is in
this business for a length of time, whether you're published or
not--if you do more than dabble, at some point you're going to
face not being able to write.
The first two problems I
mentioned--procrastination, and writer's block, are, I believe,
different levels of the same problem. The third, burn-out,
is more serious. So rather than tackle it up front, I'll
save it to last, because I am, after all, a master
procrastinator.
So let's talk about
procrastination first. How many of you out there have
gotten under two minutes in minesweeper? How many have racked up
more than $5,000 in debt playing solitaire? I really think
the person who invented computer games should be shot. I am
here to tell you they are evil, EVIL. I can easily waste
hours in the morning playing "just one more game."
Or obsessively checking my ranking on Amazon. Or reading
industry newsletters that arrive by the ton in my e-mail box.
Or just surfing the web in the guise of "research."
Then there's television.
If you only have three evenings a week to write, is it really
necessary to spend one of them watching Survivor? Or
Forensic Files? (Research, you know.)
Or maybe your avoidance
activities involve something that seems more wholesome and easily
defensible--like family activities, housework, volunteer
obligations. Have you ever said to yourself, "Once the
kids are back in school, then I'll finish that
book."? But you don't. It's very easy to put
your writing on the back burner because you "put your family
first."
I'm not suggesting you
neglect your family. And if you really in your heart
believe that your family's needs should always come ahead
of your own, that's your business. But if you're using
family obligations or cleaning the oven as an excuse not to
write, because you don't really want to go in there and face that
blank computer screen, I have some strategies for you.
Procrastination happens
when you have a story to write, but you keep finding delays for
getting it started or moving forward on it.
According to Alan Lakein,
author of HOW TO GET CONTROL OF YOUR TIME AND YOUR LIFE,
procrastination most often occurs when the task at hand is overwhelming
or the task is unpleasant.
Writing a book is a
large, unwieldy task that's likely to take weeks or months.
When we think about all those pages we have to spit out of our
brains, all the painstaking research and editing, and the effort
it will take to sell it, we're easily overwhelmed. Second,
writing is hard work! Sitting in front of the computer
sweating blood is just not always real fun. Particularly
when we're in the saggy middle of a story and our characters have
suddenly gone mute and our muse is on vacation and the sentences
we're putting down sound like something a fourth-grader would
write--it's not just hard, it's demoralizing. No writer is
eager to face that. It's unpleasant.
So, writing a book is
practically a recipe for procrastination.
And no one is making us
write. Oh, sure, we might have deadlines. We might
have critique partners who are expecting to see pages at some
point. We might need the last half of that advance to pay
next month's rent. But no boss is glaring over our
shoulders, no one is paying us by the hour, there's no timeclock.
It's so easy to tell ourselves that we don't have to write right
this second, that we can do it later, when we're feeling more
creative, when the house is quieter, when the kids are gone away
to college, or after we move into the rest home.
So, here's my first
strategy for beating procrastination:
1. Break the task down
into manageable chunks, and make them less unpleasant.
When I write a book, I
break it down into 10 page sections. I can easily write 10
pages in a day. I can almost always get it done before
lunch. But I don't stop there. I give myself
permission to write 10 BAD pages. When I'm not feeling
brilliant, when nothing inspires me, when I hate the book (as I
almost always do at some point during its creation) I just tell
myself it doesn't matter what I write, just so it's 10 pages long
and it more or less moves the story forward along the lines of my
synopsis.
It's much less
intimidating if you tell yourself the pages don't have to be
good. And sometimes, they aren't. Sometimes they're
clunky and ponderous and boring. But you can always make
them better. The good news is, often those pages that seem
so awful as you're writing them turn out not so bad.
If the concept of 10
pages overwhelms you, cut it down to five, or three, or one.
One page a day will lead to a full-sized novel in a year or less.
Or, give yourself a time limit. Tell yourself you only have
to work for one hour on your writing. Or thirty minutes.
Or five minutes. More often than not, five minutes into
your writing you're wondering why you were afraid to start.
You're having fun.
2. Remind yourself why you
wanted to write this book in the first place.
Make a list of all the
benefits that might or will come to you when you finish the book.
Whether it's money, or making a contest deadline, or getting
"The Call," make a list and post it somewhere you'll
see if often. Visualize typing "The End." See
yourself wearing that pink "First Sale" ribbon at the
national conference, or seeing your name on a best-seller list.
3. Offer yourself a reward.
Let yourself have a small
treat if you finish your page quota. I bribe myself with
web-surfing, e-mail, reading, watching a mindless decorating
show, even a second cup of coffee can be an effective bribe.
Just be sure to put a limit on the reward so you don't waste the
rest of the day channel-surfing. In desperate times, I've
been known to set a pile of candy corn or Sugar Babies by my
computer and eat one after every page. (That's an easy way
to gain weight, though, so I keep the treats small.)
Are you a perfectionist?
Is it hard for you to write because with each sentence, you stop,
go back, analyze it, criticize it, edit it, and ultimately erase
it? This is a slightly different form of procrastination,
and it has a different cure.
In this instance, you
have to get rid of the editor on your shoulder that's stopping
you from moving forward.
4. Turn off your computer
screen.
Yes, that's right. Type
blind. Then you can't possibly go backward, you can only go
forward. Type as fast as you can, being careful to keep
your fingers on the right keys, and don't stop--because you'll
forget where you are. This is stream-of-consciousness
writing, and the results are sometimes bad, sometimes amusing,
and sometimes nonsensical. But sometimes they're way better
than you ever guessed they could be. Just try it some time
and see how very quickly you write.
The editor on your
shoulder can't criticize what she can't see.
5. Remember these
comforting affirmations for perfectionists:
Don't get it right, get
it written.
I can always rewrite.
I don't have to show this
to anyone until it's ready.
This book will get done.
Books get written one
page at a time.
(More on affirmations
later)
However you have to trick
yourself to get started and move forward, do it. Starting is the
hardest part. If you can just trick yourself into opening
your file and typing those first few words, you can likely keep
going.
WRITER'S BLOCK
Writer's block is a more
serious form of avoidance. Rather than clinging to the
comforting thought that you would write if you had the time, with
writer's block, you sit in front of the computer, your hands on
the keys, and you just CAN'T write.
When you're suffering
from writer's block, you may experience a host of physical
symptoms--
An
overwhelming urge to eat.
An
overwhelming urge to sleep.
Sweaty
palms and heart palpitations when you look at the blank computer
screen.
Actual
nausea as a deadline looms.
Most often, though,
writer's block masks itself with psychological symptoms:
The
urge to do more research than is necessary.
The sudden belief that
you don't want to be a writer anyway, that it's a stupid idea
The sudden belief that
this particular idea is terrible and you should start another
book
True writer's block, in
my opinion, has one cause and one cause only--fear. As
writers, our lives are filled with fear. And I mean,
writers at any level. Whether you're contemplating your
first book or you've written 300, fear is a constant companion.
I once heard a New York Times bestselling author say that the
reason she write so many books, even though no one is holding a
gun to her head, is that she's afraid her success will end
tomorrow. She's literally afraid to stop.
Here is a list of the
fears some of us lesser mortals have to deal with:
1. You won't be able
to finish the book.
2. If you do finish
it, no editor will read it.
3. If an editor or
agent reads it, he or she will reject you.
4. Your mother will be
drum you out of the family because you write sex scenes.
5. Your book will be
so good, you'll get published and earn more money than your
spouse, causing him to divorce you.
6. Your critique
partners will be jealous and hate you if you sell.
7. This book won't be
as good at the last one.
8. You've run out of
good ideas, and this one sucks lemons.
9. The book will have
poor sales figures.
10. You'll get bad reviews.
11. You'll do badly in a contest.
12. Your critique partners will say nasty things
about it.
13. You'll suffer eye strain and carpal tunnel
syndrome.
14. You'll never be able to put the story on paper
as clearly and brilliantly as you see it in your head.
15. Not knowing what comes next--and the fear that
whatever you come up with, it's the wrong thing, or at least not
the best thing.
The list goes on and on.
Is it any wonder we get paralyzed at the mere thought of putting
ourselves on paper?
You can never completely
banish fear. You CAN function alongside fear. You just have
to learn how to recognize its sneaky symptoms, stuff it into the
back corner of your mind, and keep going even if you're afraid.
Here are some strategies
for getting over less serious cases of writer's block, those days
when you're staring at the screen, positive you have nothing to
say:
1. Read over the last
thing you wrote. Edit it, add, subtract, then move
ahead. This gets you back into the story--priming the pump.
I usually end up one or two pages ahead just from reading over a
chapter and enhancing it.
2. Give yourself
permission to write badly. You can always rewrite,
delete, never show it to anyone. Expecting yourself to get
it down perfectly on the page the first time is a major cause of
writer's paralysis.
3. Set yourself a modest
page goal. If you've never written more than three
pages in one day, don't tell yourself you should be writing 10.
Start with one bad page per day. As long as you're moving
forward, even at a snail's pace, don't punish yourself.
4. Move to a different
location, using a laptop or even pen and notebook. Shaking
up your physical situation sometimes shakes loose ideas.
5. Try writing at a
different time of day. Maybe it's that you're trying to
defy your biological clock. Some people are crack-of-dawn
writers. Others are night owls. Others squeeze their
writing time into their day, 15 minutes at a time. Play
around until something works for you.
6. Try working on a
different project. I often have two projects going at
the same time, although pay attention if this becomes a pattern
for you--that you never finish anything. Sometimes you feel
like stopping because it gets hard! The middle of a book is
hard! You have to persevere.
7. Stop and examine your
story. Perhaps you haven't done enough pre-writing.
Sometimes it's impossible to move forward if you just don't know
what comes next. It's easier to push forward if you have a
road map. You might find this concept difficult if you're a
"pantser" (one who writes by the seat of her pants,
rather than meticulously planning out the story first). But
even if you don't want to write a synopsis before you write the
book, you can jot down some notes about where the story is going,
what your characters have to learn, the ending. Even doing
more work on your characters might help you figure out where to
go.
8. Don't force yourself to show pages
to your critique partner if the criticism is stymieing you.
Constant criticism, even by well-meaning writer-friends, can
leave you feeling inadequate as a writer.
9. Exercise. Sometimes a
brisk walk can get your blood flowing to your brain and jostle
ideas loose. And of course, regular aerobic exercise is
good for your all-over health. You might be surprised how
regular exercise can boost your creativity.
10. Repeat affirmations. If you constantly tell yourself
writing is hard, it's torture, you'll never finish, you're not
creative, pretty soon you'll start to believe it. Replace
those negative statements with positive ones:
Writing is easy and fun for me.
Finishing this book is easy.
My creativity knows no limits.
I have a distinctive voice that people enjoy
reading.
I can easily write X number of pages a day.
I respond well to constructive criticism, and I use
it to improve my writing.
My writing improves every day.
I love to get started writing in the morning.
Just make sure your
affirmations are positive, active, in present tense. Say
them out loud. Say them in front of the mirror. Put a
lot of feeling into them, even if you don't believe them at
first. If your subconscious mind hears them often enough,
it will start to believe them, and soon your actions will follow
your beliefs.
BURN-OUT
Burn-out is a more
serious problem. When you no longer get any pleasure from
writing, when no book idea is exciting to you, when you're having
to force yourself day after day, when you have nothing in your
idea bank, when you hate every idea you come up with--that's
burn-out. And it can end your career if you don't take
steps to escape from it.
Burn-out can also lead to
depression. Or perhaps the depression causes the burn-out.
Regardless, if you ever find that not only are you not getting
any pleasure from writing, but you're not getting pleasure from anything,
you need to seek professional help. There is a proven
correlation between creativity and mental illness, so don't
neglect your psyche. Know the warning signs of depression
and substance abuse.
One word of caution:
Anti-depressant drugs can be a life saver, but they can also have
unintended side effects on your creativity.
I suffered from burn-out and
depression in the mid-90s, when I was writing for Silhouette.
At that time, all of the lines were pulling in, becoming more
uniform. My slightly oddball books were not selling as
consistently well as my editors had hoped, and I put a lot of
pressure on myself to write the sort of books that would sell,
and that meant brides, cowboys and babies. But the more I
tried to shoehorn myself into a "formula" that wasn't
working for me, the less editors wanted to buy my books. The
more rejections I piled up, the more anxious I got. The
more anxious I got, the more I rushed through the creative
process, totally writing to the market but neglecting to inject
any freshness or originality into my work. I also became
increasingly angry over the situation, taking it personally, when
really I was bringing it on myself.
And the very worst thing
you can do for yourself in this situation is force yourself to
keep writing whatever it is that's no fun anymore. Like any
other work, writing requires that you take a vacation now and
then. If you spend every waking hour in your office, at
your keyboard, you're going to run out of things to write about.
Your creativity is not a bottomless well. You have to
replenish the well from time to time if you want to continue to
draw from it.
This means you have to
live life.
It was only after I took
a step back and acknowledged that my old approach wasn't working
that I began to improve the situation. I had to let go of
the notion that I would ever sell to Silhouette again. I
started to think of myself as unpublished. And that gave me
a certain freedom to write anything I wanted.
And I did. I wrote
two straight mysteries. I wrote screenplays. I wrote
big, sprawling romances that broke all the rules and would never,
ever sell. I wrote a proposal for a nonfiction book.
I also cultivated some
interests outside of writing. I started spending more time
with non-writing friends. I took up hobbies. I read
non-romance novels and nonfiction books. I went to the
movies. I watched the History Channel.
And I rediscovered the
reason I'd become a writer in the first place. I also
learned an important lesson: I would never, ever again
write something I wasn't passionate about.
When I did sell again, I
was lucky to have an editor who encouraged me to stretch and to
use those good old reliable romance hooks as a creative
challenge, rather than as something that stifled me. I
embraced cowboys, brides and babies rather than resenting them.
Here are some suggestions
for dealing with the symptoms of burn-out:
1.
Take time off. Give yourself at least 2 weeks of
vacation (six months is better), when you promise yourself you
will not even think about writing, or beat yourself up for not
writing. If an idea for a story comes to you, jot it down
quickly and put it away. Don't start writing. By not
allowing yourself to write, you might find yourself anxious to
get back to it once the two weeks are up.
2.
Cultivate new interests. Find a new hobby, join a
new club, get out and meet your neighbors, volunteer, get a
part-time job. Read books you wouldn't normally pick up.
Fill the well.
3.
Let your dreams work for you. If your waking mind
refuses to be creative, see if your unconscious can fill the
void. This is particularly useful if you're uninspired, if
the idea file is empty. Just before you go to bed, you program
yourself to have a dream that will inspire a new story. State
your intention, out loud, then go to sleep. You may have a
dream during the night that suggest a new story to write. Or
you may find ideas popping into your head a short while after you
wake up. This technique also works well for solving plot
problems. If you've written yourself into a corner, let
your subconscious mind come up with a way out of the trap. It's
like programming a VCR to pick up ideas for you out of the
universe, and it's better than a magic wand.
4.
Learn to meditate. There are lots of different methods, I
won't go into them, but the health benefits are well documented.
Meditation can lower blood pressure, lower your heart rate, boost
your immune system, and generally reduce stress. It's also
a place for inspiration. Sometimes wonderful ideas will
come to you while you're meditating. The practice also
helps quiet anxiety, which might be preventing you from writing.
5.
Keep a journal. Explore your own emotions. It's very
freeing to know you don't have to show it to anyone. Many
writers swear by the Artist's Way "morning pages"
(three pages of anything every morning, just to get you warmed
up).
6.
Whatever you do, don't keep writing if it's torture.
Life is too short. Find something you do love, a different
outlet for your creativity. Our creative minds are a rare
gift, but we can't afford to take them for granted or abuse them.
Things can and do go wrong with the creative process, which is a
delicate and mysterious thing. I hope the suggestions I've
given will increase your productivity. But mostly I hope
that you'll find more pleasure in writing and rediscover the joy
your own creativity can bring you.
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